foreversoledad4

Most people know me as Karla.

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Gone by foreversoledad4, literature

Someone by foreversoledad4, literature

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Someone

There is always going to be someone who is going to try to destroy you. Someone who will make fun of you. Someone who will tell you that you are not good enough. Someone who will make you feel like complete shit about yourself. And there will always be someone who will tell you that they love you, Then suddenly disappear. There will always be someone who will make you think that life is pointless and not worth living. Don't lsiten to the bullies, don't fall easily in love, don't let anyone make you think you aren't worth life. You are. You matter to at least one of the 7billion people on this planet. Don't let those people who are t

Just Another Girl by foreversoledad4, literature

Looks Mean Everything by foreversoledad4, literature

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Looks Mean Everything

I can't remember the last time I was content with myself. Content with the way I looked or even the way I was. When I was little it wasn't that bad. No one judged you by how many fat rolls you had, They judged you by the objects you had. Now every time someone judges you it's based on appearance. Looks mean everything. I am definitely not happy with the way I look. It's a miracle if I can even go an entire day without looking into the mirroe and crying because of how disgusted I am with the reflection I see.

I Miss You Means More by foreversoledad4, literature

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I Miss You Means More

You're a thousand miles away and I have no idea what to say, Other than "I love you" because it's expected to be said. You've heard it a million times already. If only I could show you that it's all real, the way I feel about you. But, for now, words are all I have to prove that my love for you is real. I promise though, that if you come back, I will do all I can to make you see that I would never do anything to hurt you. I know it's a bit cliche to say this but you are my everything. I don't know how I could ever live without you.

No Regret by foreversoledad4, literature

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No Regret

There are a lot of things I regret but falling for you was not one of them. I learned a lot during the heartbreak you put me through. Sometimes I regret the fact that I gave myself to you, completely. I even hate you for it at times. Then I think about it and realize that even though you hurt me, I should thank you for it because you only made me the person I am today. I am no longer broken and hopless. I am stronger and more confident. And from that one mistake I changed in all the right ways.

She Changed the Entire Game by foreversoledad4, literature

I Want To Be Here For You. by foreversoledad4, literature

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I Want To Be Here For You.

You've always been there for me. Now I want to be here for you. But I have no idea what to do to make you smile or laugh when something is wrong. Its like the second I say something everything comes crumbling down. You put up with my bipolar moods. I get mad at every little thing you say. And the truth is, I have no idea why. Maybe its cause you're everything I ever wanted. But sometimes I think this is all to good to be true. So I keep my feelings locked up, somewhere where I can't feel this thing called "love." Instead of being sweet, I bring out my dark side. But I want to change. For you. For me. Because I want to love yo

Stuck In the Middle by foreversoledad4, literature

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United States
Deviant for 13 years
She / Her

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I'm just another girl trying to find my place in this world.

Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Pop, Rock
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Favourite cartoon character: GIR!
Personal Quote: Numb. Seems like a great place to be. Closed off from it all. In no need of love, no need of family.

Favourite Movies

To Save A Life

Favourite TV Shows

Long Island Medium, Breaking Amish, The X Factor

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

One Direction, Demi Lovato, Avril Lavigne, Secondhand Serenade, Rascal Flatts, Simple Plan

Favourite Books

Willow: Julia Hoban, Crank, Glass, Perfect, Impulse: Ellen Hopkins

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe, Julia Hoban, Ellen Hopkins

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Photoshop

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PARTYING!!!! XD

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foreversoledad4

Jul 10, 2012

Lost.

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Why hello there beautiful people. :)     I haven't written a journal entry in a while. Mostly cause I just kinda rant on here. It's never really important or has to do with my "art." Yeah I don't think anything of mine is really unique or creative. It's just kinda there. I was hoping that my writing would get better throughout the summer but that hasn't really happened. It just keeps getting more sad and depressing. But yeah. I just wrote this cause my old journal was bugging me. Random Fact: I am currently obsessed with One Direction! <3 :D (mostly with Harry Styles

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foreversoledad4

Dec 20, 2011

Winter Break. Yay?! No.

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It's finally winter break....WOOP WOOP. Uh no. It's only been a couple hours into my winter break and it already sucks. I went to the doctor right after school, got three freakin shots! >.> I found out that there is something wrong with me and i dont even know what it is but i now have to take three different kinds of medicine. It sucks. Oh, and even better i have to go on a diet cause apparently i'm not eating well and thats part of the reason i keep getting sick. So half of my winter break i'm going to be spending at my dads and going to some fitness center. Great. The only good thing is that i dont have to worry about school while i'm deal

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foreversoledad4

Nov 11, 2011

Devious Journal Entry

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So I've been gone for a while. But i'm back! Still dealing with the five stages of grief though. I have tons to upload so that's what i'm going to do since i have no school tomorrow! :D I shall do that in a bit. Still feeling crappy but i'm getting there.

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RavingSquirrel94

Nov 20, 2012

Thanks for the favorite!

dark-harou

Jul 11, 2012

Thank you for the favorite

AutumnNight714

Jul 11, 2012

Thank you so much for the favorite and the watch! It's much appreciated

ToSeeIfIStillFeel

Jul 1, 2012

thanks for the faves <3

NikariJamko

Jun 30, 2012

You're welcome.

Thanks.

AutumnNight714

May 19, 2012

Thank you so much for the faves!
by the way... i noticed two of your newest deviations... I'm really sorry... I've been there too, i know... if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to message me, i check DA often and I'd love to help however I can...

foreversoledad4

Jul 10, 2012

No problem c:
And thanks, i'll keep that in mind